You know, they say, death is a sweet yet bitter thing. When someone young dies, they always say "But she/he was too young." When someone commits suicide, they regret all the things they could have done to stop them. But you see, DEATH is an inevitable thing, suicide isn't.

Many a times I've thought about killing myself. . . but I lack courage. I could jump off a building anytime. . . I'm not afraid of heights, I'm not afraid of falling down but I'm afraid of my head crashing against the concrete floor and scattering to pieces. . . and the pain that comes after it. What if I fail and end up in the hospital?

But, people do love me, I suppose. I'd be selfish to say nobody cares about me because surely someone out there does. It's not like I've had it too hard . . . my life is just so . . . ugh.

I've no reason to die tbh. But I've no reason to live. So basically I just exist till god decides to take me away . . . hopefully soon.

They say the world ends in 2012. *shrugs shoulders* Maybe it really does.

"I hate you." "Well get in the queue sunshine, I hate myself too." -- Cherrybomb.

Things to be positive about: Doctor Who series 7, Sherlock series 3 outttt

I should stop having all these morbid thoughts in my mind.

You know, they say, death is a sweet yet bitter thing. When someone young dies, they always say "But she/he was too young." When someone commits suicide, they regret all the things they could have done to stop them. But you see, DEATH is an inevitable thing, suicide isn't.

Many a times I've thought about killing myself. . . but I lack courage. I could jump off a building anytime. . . I'm not afraid of heights, I'm not afraid of falling down but I'm afraid of my head crashing against the concrete floor and scattering to pieces. . . and the pain that comes after it. What if I fail and end up in the hospital?

But, people do love me, I suppose. I'd be selfish to say nobody cares about me because surely someone out there does. It's not like I've had it too hard . . . my life is just so . . . ugh.

I've no reason to die tbh. But I've no reason to live. So basically I just exist till god decides to take me away . . . hopefully soon.

They say the world ends in 2012. *shrugs shoulders* Maybe it really does.

"I hate you." "Well get in the queue sunshine, I hate myself too." -- Cherrybomb.

Things to be positive about: Doctor Who series 7, Sherlock series 3 outttt

I should stop having all these morbid thoughts in my mind.