There must be something more.
Monday, June 4, 2012 // Monday, June 04, 2012
Hello! I'm back.
/cold wind swishes by because honestly nobody reads this blog.
Caroline (steviegerrardsthighs) follows me on tumblr so I'm in the gang yo. Feels cool to have a gang. Cady's super nice afjrieferjifrejf. We're just a bunch of idiots from different countries with the same opinions. Did I mention no social life too? HAHAHA. I think we should meet up and live together and all those shit your parents told you not to do with strangers on the internet. Omfg what if Cady or Esther or Caroline is actually a 40 year old dude who preys on 16 year old girls. HAHA but they have too much of a no life to be one!
MARTIN KELLY RFERfrifjreigjtigjrtg my baby okay just omfg my baby I love him so much. He's incredible really. Talented lad. Young but he's amazing. Had a lot of faith in him since 2010. & Kuyt left which is really really devastating. He's one of those players I look up to yo and he's incredible really. Brilliant ttm. God bless him wherever he is. It's almost as sad as when Alonso left. All those players you rlly rlly love and they leave and you feel like a lil part of you just died. It sounds like a hyperbole but it actually kind of hurts deep inside and Tumblr likes to bring out ALL THE FEELS and make you a emotional wreck erjferifj. All the creys though.
Okay I only come along here when I have a problem & I absolutely feel like ranting out all my feelings right now because THAT'S WHAT GIRLS DO. Deal with it.
Firstly, I always feel like an outcast... like generally, especially in my class. I may appear anti-social, which I won't deny I am but I always feel like there's nothing to talk about to everyone. I mean, all the girls in my class are like effortlessly so pretty and talented and smart and popular and it feels like I'm below them in some way to actually strike a conversation with them ... which honestly I'm to socially awkward to do so. So basically, if you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you. But even that when people make an effort to talk to me, I have no idea how to reply them. I just laugh or nod my head or say okay because rlly what am I supposed to say? Sighzxc why do I have to be such a loser. I really really love my clique though. They're like the most amazing people I've ever met srsly. So genuine and nice and not two-faced and all the stupid shit we do together will never ever ever ever be forgotten.
Secondly, I always feel like I'm never good enough for anyone you know. I mean let's talk about the topic of guys in general. All the girls have like guys swooning behind them & I'm just ugh. Wtf is wrong with me? I find it difficult to strike a conversation w a guy honestly. They'd rather talk to the pretty popular ones. Why the fuck would they even want to talk to me?
I feel pathetic.
Hey crush, you're adorable and I'm socially awkward. I rlly hate it when people make fun of us because honestly I wish everything they say is actually true because you know you're freaking adorable and I'm too awkward to even talk to you.
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REALLY REALLY REALLY ANGRY W MYSELF FOR NO REASON REFERFERF. :(
Hai the name's Savita. Someday I'll be great and/or admitted to Hogwards but till than I'm spending my life in Swiss Cottage Secondary School.
A daydreamer